In the year 2012, I will no longer seek approval from anyone. I will be myself, because that's enough.
I'm extraordinarily hardworking, and all of this "seeking to appease" is interrupting what I need to do to shine. I'm not cut out for retail; it's not for me. I'm weird. I need to be with weird people. All of the normal people stifle and bore me. I'm a role model. I want to show my niece what hard work can accomplish. I can't fail. I need to try even harder.
People will realize I'm somebody in 2012, and if not, they will in 2013. I will work so hard. Sweat, blood, and tears.
It may not be a conventional path, but please support me into my descent into the unknown. If you cannot support me, that's okay too. I will make it. I'm strong.
Plans for 2012:
Train under a tattoo artist. There's plenty of tattoo parlors here. I'll train for free if I have to. I'll beg on my knees. I'll stalk people. I just need this blandness to stop!!
Go to college for computer repair. Might as well.
Finish Chapter 2. Peddle O Holy Hello and beg and beg until someone publishes me. Because they really should.
Finish my Underbelly of a Book series and post it at Darkside Records.
Finish my Original Gender series and post it... somewhere. Not sure where yet.
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